Shandée - Dreaming of You Tonight

I don't want to fall asleep, For I know you'll be there, In my dreams so vividly, But I can't hold you near.

It's something that I avoid, Not easy for me to face, I see you there in my mind, But must move on from this place.

Don't get me wrong, my dear, I don't want to fall in love, I have to find my own way, To push forward and move on.

I know this isn't normal, You're always in my head, I see you in every reflection, And on every glass window.

Boom Boom goes my heart, Mami Mami my voice cries, I want to make you mine, But fear to fall and never rise.

Can you feel the passion, The fire that's burning me? I want to be with you so bad, But I can't risk being hurt, you see.

This is driving me crazy, I need to feel you near, I'd rather have you in my arms, Than dreaming of you my whole life, my dear.

Can you sense my yearning, The desire deep within? I'll stay awake a little longer, Dreaming of you until the morning begins.

Shandée - What You Need

Show me what you need, beyond the glitter and the greed, for what you want may not suffice, to fill the void or thaw the ice.

Your heart beats with such passion, I can feel the fire within, but there's a journey that awaits, to reach the end and conquer fate.

What you crave may blind your sight, and what you yearn may not be right, but with each step, with each breath, you'll inch closer to life's behest.

So take my hand and heed my voice, let go of doubts and make a choice, to embrace the path that's true, and find the peace that waits for you.

Shandée - Trapped in Love's Cage

Every time you walk away I'm left drowning in a sea of sorrow But you always return, like a boomerang Dragging me back into your twisted world

You're like a poison I can't resist Your toxic words infecting my mind My heart aches, but I can't let you go Bound to you, like a bird with clipped wings

I try to forget you, to break free But my love for you holds me in chains I'm like a prisoner in my own heart Trapped in this endless cycle of pain

The voices in my head tell me to leave But my feet are rooted to the ground I'm like a tree that can't uproot itself Stuck in a barren wasteland, waiting to be found

I know deep down you don't love me My tears are testament to your indifference But still, I cling to the hope that someday You'll see me as more than just a convenience

I've built my own cage, a gilded prison And though the door is always open I cannot leave, for fear of the unknown Trapped in a place I cannot call my own.

Shandée - Lost in Passion's Embrace

In the dark, I feel your heat, A passion that's impossible to beat. I'll show you things you've never known, A wildness that we can call our own.

My love for you, it knows no end, And tonight, we'll let our bodies blend. Time stands still when we're together, Lost in the moment, free from all pressure.

My lips crave the taste of yours, Unlocking desires, opening doors. I know the path to make you mine, A place where love and lust entwine.

Every inch of your body is mine to explore, A map to guide me to your core. Our love is a world we've created, Where our souls unite, passions sated.

So turn off the light, let's make it real, A moment we'll remember, a love we'll feel. With you, my heart knows where it belongs, In your arms, where our love sings its songs.

Shandée - Melodies of Love

Who needs their love or sympathy? When I have you, my sweet melody. Approval from them is just a game, With you, I'm free from their cruel shame.

Their memories haunt me no more, Your love is all I need to adore. I've learned to love myself, it's true, And that's when I fell in love with you.

You're the light that guides me through the night, With you, everything feels just right. But even if you leave someday, I'll be okay, my heart will stay.

For I've found the love I need, With you, my soul is freed. So let them judge and let them stare, With you, my love, I have no fear.

Shandée - Jealous Heart

Did someone tell you that you're the queen? That you can do whatever you please? Well, darling, let me break it to you, Your actions have consequences too.

You speak with a venomous tongue, Hurling insults, leaving others stung, You think you're above it all, But your arrogance will be your downfall.

Your jealousy is like a disease, A poison that slowly eats away peace, You can't stand to see others happy, For you, their joy is an affront so snappy.

But let me tell you, dear, Happiness isn't found in spreading fear, Your bitter heart will never heal, Until you learn to love and feel.

So, listen closely to this truth, And don't let your ego lead you to ruin, Treat others with kindness and respect, And you'll find a love that is perfect.

Shandée - Potion of Love

You were the potion that I couldn't resist the addiction that left me in bliss you were my everything

A tender kiss from you healed my soul the remedy that made me whole you were my everything

But now that you're gone I'm fading away I still feel your presence though you're no longer here to stay

You were right all along I can feel it in my bones that I would wither and die if I ever had to face this alone

Shandée - Poem for a Bully

I see the sorrow in your eyes,

The world's weight upon your shoulder,

Pain that you try so hard to disguise,

And a heart that's growing colder.

No one's there to wait for you,

No one shares your meals or space,

No one's there to see you through,

As you search for a warm embrace.

Your heart is burdened with such weight,

Of all the wrongs that you've been told,

And you feel it's getting late,

To heal the pain before you're old.

But time moves on, and so must you,

Can't hide from truth or pretend,

There's no easy way to make it through,

But you'll find love that'll never end.

So hear me now, my friend so dear,

There's hope beyond this present strife,

And though the path may seem unclear,

Love will lead you to a better life.

Shandée - Finding My Voice

When I am feeling low and full of woe,

Don't ask me why or try to understand,

Just hold me tight, let your warm love flow,

And comfort me with the touch of your hand.

 

If tears should fall from my tired eyes,

Let them flow freely, they will ease my pain,

And when my heart is heavy with sighs,

Your gentle presence will keep me sane.

 

I'm not like others, I struggle to express,

The feelings that are buried deep within,

I feel alone in this world of distress,

And fear that I will never truly win.

 

Please don't judge me, just help me find my way,

And I will be forever in your debt each day.

Shandée - Breaking Chains and Embracing Love

The past has struck me down with force,

It chains my heart and stops my course.

When I dare to break the ice,

My ghosts appear, it's not so nice.

 

I should not care what others think,

But fear stops me, I start to sink.

Alone with my pillow every night,

I pour my heart out, it feels all right.

 

I've reached some highs I never thought,

The world says I'm crazy, but I fought.

What use is sanity in this place,

Where no one understands my case.

 

Someone once kissed me with their heart,

And I lost myself, I fell apart.

But it all vanished as it came,

What we had, what we were, it's lame.

 

I'm left with doubts that hold me back,

And silly fears that I must attack.

But how can I forget those words,

Of love and promises like birds?

 

I don't miss what was, nor want to return,

But holding on hurts, I feel the burn.

I've cried enough, yelled at life,

Said I won't love again, no more strife.

 

I know I can't erase my past,

But I must face my fears at last.

I have someone who wants to make,

My days brighter, my nights awake.

 

It's not magic, it had to be,

But I must handle it with maturity.

I fear losing my sight, my sense,

When my heart loves, my brain's defense.

 

A new life is what I'm offered,

And I want to believe, I'm not deterred.

It won't be easy, I'm aware,

But if I don't try, I'll never dare.

 

I asked the sky for some solace,

And an angel came, a consoling face.

"Don't fear failure, you won't be happy,

Better to try and fail than to be sappy.

 

Regrets won't help, they're in the past,

Leave it all behind, make a new cast.

Try again before losing love's flame,

You might find joy, you might not blame."

Shandée - Silencio

Si mi semblante está triste,

no preguntes qué sucede,

simplemente abrázame fuerte,

las palabras sobran, conceden.

 

Si mis ojos están llorosos,

déjame expresarme así,

porque es la única forma

de aliviar lo que hay en mí.

 

No soy igual que los demás,

me cuesta expresar lo que siento,

y me siento como en un desierto,

sin agua ni compañía, sin viento.

 

No juzgues lo que soy,

sólo ayúdame a salir de aquí,

porque mi boca no puede contar

lo que mi corazón quiere decir.

 

Ayúdame a escapar de este tormento,

en mi cabeza hay huracanes y tempestades,

son sentimientos que están sueltos,

y no puedo controlar mis verdades.

 

Ayúdame, por favor, ayúdame,

este silencio me está matando,

este frío que siento me congela,

y las esquinas de mi habitación son mi resguardo.

 

Escondo mis temores detrás de una sonrisa,

trato de mentir que estoy bien,

pero, ¿a quién engaño con mi farsa?

Digo que soy feliz, mientras lloro sin fin.

 

¿A quién intento engañar?

Que alguien me brinde su apoyo,

porque no quiero vivir así,

quiero romper el silencio, sin temor ni enojo.

 

Soy parte del mundo, pero me excluyo,

el silencio es mi forma de comunicar,

que no estoy bien, que necesito ayuda,

cualquiera puede verlo en mis ojos, sin hablar.

 

No juzgues lo que soy,

no busques respuestas, ni razones,

sólo deja que poco a poco,

sea yo mismo quien cuente mis emociones.

 

Quisiera a veces ser distinto,

ver a los demás vivir sin temor,

quisiera despertar y pensar que todo es un sueño,

pero la realidad me golpea, sin pudor.

 

Ayúdame a vivir, quiero ser feliz,

no quiero vivir en el miedo,

quiero ser libre para expresar lo que siento,

y ser yo mismo, sin temores ni enredos.

Shandée - Il Silenzio Che Uccide

Se mi vedi triste,

non chiedermi perché,

solo abbracciami forte,

le parole non serviranno.

 

Se mi vedi piangere,

lasciami fare,

mi serve per sfogarmi,

e ritornare a sorridere.

 

Non sono come gli altri,

mi costa esprimere i sentimenti,

mi costa dire ciò che voglio,

e mi sento solo in un deserto.

 

Non criticare ciò che sono,

aiutami a uscire da qui,

la mia bocca non riesce a dirti

ciò che il mio cuore vuole raccontarti.

 

Aiutami a liberarmi da questo tormento,

questo caos che mi circonda,

tempeste e uragani

che impazziscono dentro di me.

 

Per favore, aiutami,

questo silenzio mi sta uccidendo,

questo freddo che sento mi congela,

gli angoli della mia stanza sono il mio rifugio.

 

Nascondo le mie paure dietro un sorriso finto,

cerco di mentire dicendo che sto bene,

ma a chi sto mentendo?

Dico che sono felice mentre piango.

 

A chi sto cercando di mentire?

che qualcuno mi aiuti,

non voglio vivere così, voglio rompere il silenzio,

e poter dire ciò che voglio senza paura.

 

Faccio parte di un mondo, ma mi sento escluso,

il silenzio è il modo in cui dico che non sto bene,

chiunque può vedere nei miei occhi

che ho urgente bisogno di una mano che mi aiuti.

 

Non criticare ciò che sono,

non cercare di capire, non cercare ragioni,

lascia che pian piano

sia io stesso a dirti ciò che desidero.

 

A volte vorrei essere così diverso,

vedo intorno a me tante persone

che vivono senza paure,

vorrei svegliarmi e pensare che sia stato solo un sogno.

 

Aiutami a vivere, voglio essere felice.