I never thought, I could not
conceive
That winter so gloomy, it would
bury me
The storms I once saw, deep within
Now I felt them, in my core and
skin
I crafted illusions, that's what I
got
To cope with the freeze, that
filled me up
It numbed my heart, made it
unhappy
A chill, unshakeable, that clung
to me
It's hard not to dwell, on what's
in the past
Harder still, to hold back tears
amassed
Knowing I gave my all, and still
couldn't be
Happy, by your side, it just
wasn't meant to be
I'm not to blame, it's not my
fault
Just a protagonist, in a story
with no exalt
No happy ending, but I'll walk on
my own
And one day, I'll find a warmth
that's unknown
The light through my window, once
had no meaning
Now, I cherish every detail,
without leaning
On you, for validation, it's all
mine to see
And soon, I'll feel a new warmth,
deep within me
