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Showing posts with label memories. Show all posts
Showing posts with label memories. Show all posts

Saturday, April 1, 2023

Shandée - Deleting the Past

As I scroll through pictures of days gone by,
I see friends and family, some no longer nearby.
We once shared laughter and memories bright,
But now, we've each taken a different path in life.

Opening this Pandora’s box of the past,
A flood of memories hits me fast.
Deleting pictures, one by one,
Of people and moments that are now gone.

Videos of parties, where I tried to fit in,
Now I see they never truly let me in.
Deleting dreams I once held so high,
Realizing those fires no longer need to ignite.

Poems I wrote, so mature for my age,
Reflect a life that has turned the page.
Activating an account I thought was closed,
A reminder of how time flows and grows.

Some have left us, leaving tears behind,
Others drifted away, though we still try
To hold on to moments we once shared—
Yet, sometimes, it's best to clear the air.

Deleting the past may feel like a chore,
But it creates space for something more.
A new chapter begins, unwritten and true,
With lessons learned, both old and new.

So goodbye to the past, and hello to what's near,
An unwritten future, open and clear.
The irony of erasing what once brought joy—
A metaphor of becoming, like a butterfly's ploy.

 

Friday, March 31, 2023

Shandée - Melodies of Love

Who needs their love or sympathy? When I have you, my sweet melody. Approval from them is just a game, With you, I'm free from their cruel shame.

Their memories haunt me no more, Your love is all I need to adore. I've learned to love myself, it's true, And that's when I fell in love with you.

You're the light that guides me through the night, With you, everything feels just right. But even if you leave someday, I'll be okay, my heart will stay.

For I've found the love I need, With you, my soul is freed. So let them judge and let them stare, With you, my love, I have no fear.

Thursday, March 30, 2023

Shandée - Breaking Chains and Embracing Love


The past has struck me down with force,

It chains my heart and stops my course.

When I dare to break the ice,

My ghosts appear, it's not so nice.

 

I should not care what others think,

But fear stops me, I start to sink.

Alone with my pillow every night,

I pour my heart out, it feels all right.

 

I've reached some highs I never thought,

The world says I'm crazy, but I fought.

What use is sanity in this place,

Where no one understands my case.

 

Someone once kissed me with their heart,

And I lost myself, I fell apart.

But it all vanished as it came,

What we had, what we were, it's lame.

 

I'm left with doubts that hold me back,

And silly fears that I must attack.

But how can I forget those words,

Of love and promises like birds?

 

I don't miss what was, nor want to return,

But holding on hurts, I feel the burn.

I've cried enough, yelled at life,

Said I won't love again, no more strife.

 

I know I can't erase my past,

But I must face my fears at last.

I have someone who wants to make,

My days brighter, my nights awake.

 

It's not magic, it had to be,

But I must handle it with maturity.

I fear losing my sight, my sense,

When my heart loves, my brain's defense.

 

A new life is what I'm offered,

And I want to believe, I'm not deterred.

It won't be easy, I'm aware,

But if I don't try, I'll never dare.

 

I asked the sky for some solace,

And an angel came, a consoling face.

"Don't fear failure, you won't be happy,

Better to try and fail than to be sappy.

 

Regrets won't help, they're in the past,

Leave it all behind, make a new cast.

Try again before losing love's flame,

You might find joy, you might not blame."


Wednesday, April 30, 2014

Shandée - Crazy Love


Perhaps I miss you, it could be

that I still think of you, it could be

that I still feel something for you, it could be

that there's still love, it could be

 

But tell me, what do you tell him about me?

What do you say when you kiss him?

Every time you touch his skin

because I know you don't love him

 

But tell me, my love

because I know you haven't forgotten me

when you truly love someone

it's not easy to forget

 

Tell me, tell me, tell me

because he won't kiss you like a crazy man

he won't make love to you with passion

because I lost my sanity the first day I met you

 

And you call me crazy

because I taught you how to love

crazy because I still think you'll come back

crazy because I close my eyes and still wait for you.