Shandée - Confusing Love

This love confuses me,

One minute I’m flying high,

Then you bring me down to my knees.

Why does our love have to be full of lies?

 

What kind of love is this?

You act like you own me,

Your jealousy is too much to handle,

I don’t need this pain, can’t you see?

 

I do love you, that’s true,

But I won’t be your property.

I belong to myself, not to you.

Love should be shared, not filled with misery.

 

I’m tired, it’s time for a change.

I can’t keep living like this.

My heart can’t take this anymore,

It’s time to walk away from all this pain.

 

Every night I cry,

Because of you, my heart breaks.

I can’t live with these lies,

I can’t keep playing this losing game.

 

I’ll leave if you don’t change,

It’s time to stop this fight.

It’s not worth the tears or pain,

I’m ready to end this love tonight.

Shandée - Dreaming of You Tonight

I don't want to fall asleep, For I know you'll be there, In my dreams so vividly, But I can't hold you near.

It's something that I avoid, Not easy for me to face, I see you there in my mind, But must move on from this place.

Don't get me wrong, my dear, I don't want to fall in love, I have to find my own way, To push forward and move on.

I know this isn't normal, You're always in my head, I see you in every reflection, And on every glass window.

Boom Boom goes my heart, Mami Mami my voice cries, I want to make you mine, But fear to fall and never rise.

Can you feel the passion, The fire that's burning me? I want to be with you so bad, But I can't risk being hurt, you see.

This is driving me crazy, I need to feel you near, I'd rather have you in my arms, Than dreaming of you my whole life, my dear.

Can you sense my yearning, The desire deep within? I'll stay awake a little longer, Dreaming of you until the morning begins.

Shandée - Trapped in Love's Cage

Every time you walk away I'm left drowning in a sea of sorrow But you always return, like a boomerang Dragging me back into your twisted world

You're like a poison I can't resist Your toxic words infecting my mind My heart aches, but I can't let you go Bound to you, like a bird with clipped wings

I try to forget you, to break free But my love for you holds me in chains I'm like a prisoner in my own heart Trapped in this endless cycle of pain

The voices in my head tell me to leave But my feet are rooted to the ground I'm like a tree that can't uproot itself Stuck in a barren wasteland, waiting to be found

I know deep down you don't love me My tears are testament to your indifference But still, I cling to the hope that someday You'll see me as more than just a convenience

I've built my own cage, a gilded prison And though the door is always open I cannot leave, for fear of the unknown Trapped in a place I cannot call my own.