The past has struck me hard, it seems
Preventing me from moving ahead in my dreams
When I finally break my heart's icy shell
Chained ghosts surface and my happiness quell
I should not care about what others think
But fear grips me, and I'm on the brink
Countless nights with just my pillow for a friend
Sharing all my sorrows, with no sign of an end
Moments I never thought I'd live, I've seen
The world thinks I'm insane, and that's what it's been
What's the use of sanity in a world that doesn't care?
No one understands my pain, and no one's there
Someone kissed me with their heart, and I let go
Lost in their embrace, I reached for the sky's glow
But it vanished, just as it came
Leaving me with nothing but an empty frame
All I have now is my own mind
Stupid doubts that won't let me unwind
How can I forget the love I had
The promises and stories that made me glad
It hurts to hold onto these memories, I know
But they're all I have, and I won't let go
I've cried enough, screamed at life
Said I won't love again, that I'll never thrive
But someone new has come into my life
Filling my days with joy, removing strife
My nights are no longer lonely, with them near
They think of me and care, and that's so dear
My tears have turned to smiles, my laments to glee
It's not magic, just something that had to be
I must handle it with maturity, not fall again
For love is a risky game, filled with pain
I'm afraid to lose sight of where I'm headed
For when the heart falls, the brain is bedded
A new life is offered, and I want to believe
It won't be easy, but I won't deceive
I asked the heavens for comfort, and an angel came
Saying that I'll never be happy if I don't lose shame
It's better to try and fail than to never know
Regretting what I didn't do, with nothing to show
So, I'll leave everything behind and give it a shot
Before losing someone who says they love me a lot
Saturday, December 29, 2012
Friday, December 21, 2012
Shandée - The Power of Faith
I feel the urge to cry
To scream, to run and never die
Where will my tears go?
I want to trust in you, my Lord
For I know that you are my friend
You want to give me love galore
You love me, as I love you, till the end
Even when I feel alone and lost
And cannot explain to my heart your presence
I know I can see you, at any cost
If I have faith, you will be my essence
You ask nothing from me, but love
Not wealth or fame, just my devotion
You give me everything I need, above
You are the source of my emotion
I cry, and will cry for eternity
I know I am not perfect, but that's not the end
I can change and be different, that's my destiny
Being imperfect is not an excuse, my friend
I am a piece of you, my Lord
You created me with your own hands
You keep my story in your heart, adored
You love me despite my sins and demands
I give you my sins for your forgiveness
I give you my dreams and talents for your purpose
In every sound of this world, I feel your caress
In every bird that flies, I see your purpose
How much do I give compared to what you give?
My whole life is not enough to repay
My dear God, please take this burden, let me live
Make my faith grow stronger every day
Angels protect your home, and send them to me
I am not a saint, but I know you love me
Jesus, do not leave me alone, I need thee
Take me by the hand and let my dreams be
I give you my soul, my heart, my all
You are the owner of my life, my every need
Guide me to where you want, let me stand tall
Send me your angels, and be my guide to succeed.
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