Shandee - Not Interested

You can leave now,
Do yourself a favor and disappear.
You claim to love me?
Bless your heart, I’m not interested.

You are selfish,
Cruel,
And heartless.
I could say more, but I won’t.

I don’t care
How you feel,
You never deserved my attention.
This is the last time I waste my care on you.

To anyone who doesn’t know you,
They'll cry over your twisted tales.
Believe me, I sound cruel,
But you’ve rewritten our love story to make me the villain.

Shandee - Moments in Time

A picture is
A glimpse into the past,
A moment captured,
Time that can never last.
So many memories,
So many holidays—
New faces entering this world,
And others, sadly, passing away.

Life can be short,
Life can be cruel,
We learn as we go,
We make mistakes—beautiful ones.
It's OK to cry,
But don't forget to laugh,
And cherish the little things
This world has to offer.

Shandée - Eternal Love

Years of wisdom,

A pure heart,

Strong love,

Shared with those you knew.

It was pleasant to have you,

Talking with you was entertaining.

You knew how to make me laugh,

And how to stop my tears.

You had a magical touch,

Making my life easier,

Grounding me when needed,

Offering sage advice.

You were the person

I used to run to,

When my life was crumbling,

You knew how to put me back, piece by piece.

You are gone,

But everything you did remains here,

And my heart will always remember,

That your love was meant to stay.

You are my family,

My friend,

My confidant,

Life was too short, and I miss you.

I know we all have to leave one day,

But I was not ready for this day to come.

I know you are in a better place,

But there is no better place for you than my heart.

God needed you, I know,

But God also knows that I needed you more.

I was not ready to say goodbye,

I am still not ready to understand that you are gone.

I want you to know that I love you,

And I will always love you.

I miss you,

And I will always miss having you with me.

…Until we meet again.

Happy Birthday grandma - 3/9/2024 

Shandée - Beautiful Memory

We were meant to be together.

Forever was not enough.

You asked me questions

That I could not respond to.

Now I know what you wanted to know.

Too little, too late

To regret,

To feel the blues.

You were clear

When you asked me

If I wanted to be with you,

But I thought you were not serious.

I want to turn back time

And go to the exact moment

Where you were in front of me

And touch your mouth with a kiss.

But now you are not real,

Just a memory floating in my head,

Just someone who is haunting me every single day.

You are a beautiful memory that I refuse to forget.