Shandée - Chasing Dreams

The past has struck me hard, it seems

Preventing me from moving ahead in my dreams

When I finally break my heart's icy shell

Chained ghosts surface and my happiness quell

 

I should not care about what others think

But fear grips me, and I'm on the brink

Countless nights with just my pillow for a friend

Sharing all my sorrows, with no sign of an end

 

Moments I never thought I'd live, I've seen

The world thinks I'm insane, and that's what it's been

What's the use of sanity in a world that doesn't care?

No one understands my pain, and no one's there

 

Someone kissed me with their heart, and I let go

Lost in their embrace, I reached for the sky's glow

But it vanished, just as it came

Leaving me with nothing but an empty frame

 

All I have now is my own mind

Stupid doubts that won't let me unwind

How can I forget the love I had

The promises and stories that made me glad

 

It hurts to hold onto these memories, I know

But they're all I have, and I won't let go

I've cried enough, screamed at life

Said I won't love again, that I'll never thrive

 

But someone new has come into my life

Filling my days with joy, removing strife

My nights are no longer lonely, with them near

They think of me and care, and that's so dear

 

My tears have turned to smiles, my laments to glee

It's not magic, just something that had to be

I must handle it with maturity, not fall again

For love is a risky game, filled with pain

 

I'm afraid to lose sight of where I'm headed

For when the heart falls, the brain is bedded

A new life is offered, and I want to believe

It won't be easy, but I won't deceive

I asked the heavens for comfort, and an angel came

Saying that I'll never be happy if I don't lose shame

It's better to try and fail than to never know

Regretting what I didn't do, with nothing to show

 

So, I'll leave everything behind and give it a shot

Before losing someone who says they love me a lot

Shandée - The Power of Faith

I feel the urge to cry To scream, to run and never die Where will my tears go? I want to trust in you, my Lord For I know that you are my friend You want to give me love galore You love me, as I love you, till the end Even when I feel alone and lost And cannot explain to my heart your presence I know I can see you, at any cost If I have faith, you will be my essence You ask nothing from me, but love Not wealth or fame, just my devotion You give me everything I need, above You are the source of my emotion I cry, and will cry for eternity I know I am not perfect, but that's not the end I can change and be different, that's my destiny Being imperfect is not an excuse, my friend I am a piece of you, my Lord You created me with your own hands You keep my story in your heart, adored You love me despite my sins and demands I give you my sins for your forgiveness I give you my dreams and talents for your purpose In every sound of this world, I feel your caress In every bird that flies, I see your purpose How much do I give compared to what you give? My whole life is not enough to repay My dear God, please take this burden, let me live Make my faith grow stronger every day Angels protect your home, and send them to me I am not a saint, but I know you love me Jesus, do not leave me alone, I need thee Take me by the hand and let my dreams be I give you my soul, my heart, my all You are the owner of my life, my every need Guide me to where you want, let me stand tall Send me your angels, and be my guide to succeed.